You're STILL a virgin and that's not going to change. Give up. Stop trying. I know it's hard. I know it hurts. I want to help you. You need to reframe your thinking. Make it a conscious choice. You WANT to be a virgin. You WANT to live your life never knowing the touch of a woman. You WANT to make a lifetime commitment to remaining a virgin. Trust me, you'll feel so much better after this.