You poor thing, you must be so backed up and desperate for a release. Were you afraid I wouldn't grant you permission this month? I do love denial...but I've decided you may blow your load just once. Get on your knees and assume the simp position with your cock in your hand. I'm going to instruct you to blow that load for me when I'm ready. Before you can cum, you must pay, worship, and obey. Think you can handle that? Good. Get ready to have your cock controlled by Goddess.