It's so adorable how you try not to relapse, try to be strong, tell yourself that it's all just a game and you won't be weak again, because it drains you each month. But deep inside you know that's not the truth don't you loser? you know that you'll be back at My heels again, and it won't be long, it's inevitable and you know it. The moment you get paid you'll start having thoughts loser....