You've been having trouble controlling your thoughts . Thoughts that have led you to think about doing things you never thought about doing, EVER , in your life.You're actually quite repulsed by the idea of it, which makes these thoughts even more deplorable. The only option would be to seek help from a professional. With My psychosexual analysis skills, I've got a treatment that will be strongly effective on you. I'm going to get all inside your head as you suck mine .