You know I am so shy and nervous in social situations - and today I got a date. I didn't set it up, a friend did. So now I am preparing and considering what to do. I put on some make-up, think about what my breasts will look like.

But wait - what am I worrying about. As soon as I get to know him and he gets to know me - knows that I am Sinna, that I am into pee... no, that will be awkward.

I need to be authentic straight up. I guess I'll just be myself and if he is into me, we can have a great relationship and if he is not, well, I didn't invest into something that was nev...

You know I am so shy and nervous in social situations - and today I got a date. I didn't set it up, a friend did. So now I am preparing and considering what to do. I put on some make-up, think about what my breasts will look like.

But wait - what am I worrying about. As soon as I get to know him and he gets to know me - knows that I am Sinna, that I am into pee... no, that will be awkward.

I need to be authentic straight up. I guess I'll just be myself and if he is into me, we can have a great relationship and if he is not, well, I didn't invest into something that was never going to work.

So I'll just piss into my glass and then pour all of it into my clothes. That will dry up a little and that smell will either make him want me or he'll be grossed out.

See how I prepare for my date - and tell me, would you take me the way I am?