Internal pleasure, external pleasure. Smoking covers them both. Tickles the lungs, explores your chest filling it with sensation. You become aware of the volume of your lungs. Aware of the way smoke takes once inhaled. It's like mapping. Exploring. Discovering. Triggering endorphines up in the brain, cough in the throat, taste in the mouth. External. Clouds and clouds of grey, thick smoke defying gravitation, replacing the air in the room slowly. A fondness of it in your emotional brain. Your smoke, the one mapping your chest a second ago. You produced it and exhaled it, it went ... Show more