Don't cry hubby. It's a good thing that I have a boyfriend. Your wife needs to be satisfied! Let that panic feeling go away. I have a boyfriend with a big cock to fill me up. Let me call him and tell him you know now, but I'll have him come over and fuck me. You need to go to the closet. You can jerk off in there. Make your wife happy and please her sexually by letting her fuck another man. One that's adequate and pleasurable. I'd much rather be honest and tell you and show you what I like, and it's another man.