As soon as you feel the fear to be bl.ckmailed by me you can’t stop jerking off.. you are addicted to me because you know i can ruin you when i want.. you have to start gooning, you have to start pumping like an idiot. Gooning makes you vulnerable and your brain turns to mush. Your heart is racing.. your darkest and selfdistructive side crave for this gooning state..you love the risk You crave me to lose your control, you wanna put yourself in a situation that may lead to devastating consequences because you are horny and you need that..