It's impossible to defy your instinctive urges to pump to my body, not even your relationship could get in the way of it. It's a compulsory sensation of arousal that can't be ignored, you can't help yourself. You need to jerk off to my body so badly, you'll take any free second from her to watch me, worship me, spend on me. That's why every night, you wait with your heart pounding for her to doze off so you can masturbate and submit for me again.