Take a hard look at what you've done to yourself. Visualize yourself, sweaty and hunched over your bulging and swollen cock, clocking in another hour of denial. It's pathetic and you know it but you keep going. You know this is bad for you, yet you go longer and longer until your mind eventually breaks, still completely and hopelessly denied. Denied pussy, orgasms, sex, manhood. It's all out of your reach, you're running far in the opposite direction toward Princess Rea. The darkest temptations always feel the most pleasurable.