It's too late, you're fucked. You're never going to hold down a solid relationship now that you've ruined yourself. Even though you crave touch and sex and affection from a real women it will never satisfy like porn does. Nothing feels as tight as your fisst gripping your cock. Even when you're with your girlfriend, you fantasize about going into your room, locking the door, closing the curtains and turning on your computer. It's impossible to be faithful to a girlfriend when you're addicted to me.