There's no freeing yourself from this addiction. You could try to escape. So much of your life is passing by while you lose your mind at your computer, pumping your cock to my body. You don't try though. You would rather be here. You don't feel like you're wasting your life because this is better than sex for you. You want to be enslaved, you want to be submissive and addicted. Your mind is warped and conditioned to need this. Not even sex could compare to the feeling of your hand on your cock and my body on your screen.