You didn't choose the path that led you to being a real man, did you? You chose to go further into addiction. Your choice now is irrelevant, since you were always meant to be a submissive man. Either way you were going to end up here. Being weak and horny is what makes you feel the most fulfilled. I don't want you to use your brain anymore, when you're in front of your screen, turn it off. You serve without question. You obey without question.