So I've had feelings in my tummy for my step-bro ther's best friend Brian for ages. He's so cute and funny. He always makes me laugh when he's round. I'm alway's so excited when I know he's coming over after school. I've started getting these funny feelings in my tummy, near where my knickers are. It feels like butterflies and it's only when I think of him. The last few weeks I've been exploring my own body, but it feels really naughty, makes me feel dirty.

I'm not allowed to lock my bedroom door so I need to be really careful when i want to explore my body. I get so anxious that a... Show more