You've been so eager for My directions to stroke. For the privilege of giving yourself pleasure at My command. Do you think you deserve that? If that's what you really want... make it known. I need tangible proof of your need to stroke. I want you to beg & plead to Me until you're driven to tears. Use your tears as lube - for Me. Admit it, you need Me in order to jerk. Your stroke sessions don't feel right without Me. So earn the privilege. Doing as I say feels so much better.