I can't believe it has been a year and a half since I had a cigarette! I've done such a good job not smoking. But today... today is a different story! I am craving a cigarette so bad that I am actually shaking. I sit down and explain how much I have missed filling up my lungs with nicotine... Taking nice big drags and holding them in. I try not to light up a cigarette but I must and I need you to keep my secret. I light one up and cannot believe the head rush it gives me. Smoking this cigarette is almost orgasmic! I inhale my Newport so deep so I can feel it inside of me, filling my lungs....

I can't believe it has been a year and a half since I had a cigarette! I've done such a good job not smoking. But today... today is a different story! I am craving a cigarette so bad that I am actually shaking. I sit down and explain how much I have missed filling up my lungs with nicotine... Taking nice big drags and holding them in. I try not to light up a cigarette but I must and I need you to keep my secret. I light one up and cannot believe the head rush it gives me. Smoking this cigarette is almost orgasmic! I inhale my Newport so deep so I can feel it inside of me, filling my lungs. WOW... I must say, I don't understand why I quit in the first place!