I woke up in the middle of the night, consumed by the need for a cigarette. Clad in my oversized, feather-light pajama t-shirt, I sake solace in the familiarity of my own room. Inhaling deeply, I savor the taste of the smoke, finding respite from the restless longing that disturbed my rest. Finally, I can find true rest, my body and mind at ease, as the cigarette's embrace grant me the peace I crave.