You aren’t so holy. Not as holy as you would like to think you are. Sinning is all you know how to do. No matter how hard you try, you can never escape the burden of your desires. And because of that, you’re turning away from the “Light of God” to live the hedonistic life. It’s better this way. Jerking, jerking, jerking to your hearts content. Never having to tamp down your lust, or hide your true sexual nature from anyone. This is the life you’ve always wanted to live. Prove to Us that you deserve it. Prove to Us that you’re devoted to the life of being a Slut for Satan.