I've been at the training centre for a month, and I think my training's going really well! I love my Trainer, but he's sooooo strict! Today, we're working on physical and verbal composure - not flinching or shifting position while being punished, and not making any sound unless told to. It's really difficult, especially as I've been blindfolded and am wearing nothing but my steel collar and high heels, so it's hard to balance and I feel very vulnerable when my Trainer arrives and starts making scary loud noises, and groping me without warning, as well as using his riding crop all over my bo... Show more