I've been at the training centre for a month, and I think my training's going really well! I love my Trainer, but he's sooooo strict! Today, we're working on physical and verbal composure - not flinching or shifting position while being punished, and not making any sound unless told to. It's really difficult, especially as I've been blindfolded and am wearing nothing but my steel collar and high heels, so it's hard to balance and I feel very vulnerable when my Trainer arrives and starts making scary loud noises, and groping me without warning, as well as using his riding crop all over my bo...

I've been at the training centre for a month, and I think my training's going really well! I love my Trainer, but he's sooooo strict! Today, we're working on physical and verbal composure - not flinching or shifting position while being punished, and not making any sound unless told to. It's really difficult, especially as I've been blindfolded and am wearing nothing but my steel collar and high heels, so it's hard to balance and I feel very vulnerable when my Trainer arrives and starts making scary loud noises, and groping me without warning, as well as using his riding crop all over my body. Next, there's a prolonged spanking, and it's really hard to stay still and quiet. Finally, I'm allowed to take my blindfold off, but that's only because it's time for me to explain why I chose these two specific implements to be tested with. I've chosen a horrible small leather ruler and a cane, in the hope of pleasing my Trainer, because I'm scared of both. But it's SO hard to stay in position, so he keeps adding strokes, before testing my tolerance of heavy weighted nipple clamps too, for the caning. It's all so challenging, and at the end he says he's not satisfied with the amount of noise I've made, so I have to remain standing, with the weighted clamps, while he adds a cock gag too. He orders me to stay here while he goes to complete the paperwork. And I'm far too scared not to obey him!