"I believe bastinado can be a very practical way to teach me a real lesson. Both in bastinado and in life, I always reach a point where I feel like “it’s too hard. I can’t do it. It’s too much for me.” But I know these feelings are nothing, but subjectivities born out of my momentary weakness... and yet, this weakness has defined most of my life.

And, for that, I deserve the worst pain in my life. Perhaps, once, through bastinado, I am pushed beyond my limits, when I am taken to points, I hadn’t thought myself to be able to reach, I will finally see that I can do it on my life too.... Show more