After Martin punishing me for the fit I threw, I'm left in silence as I endure the pain of the position. The hardest part of it was having to balance myself on one high heel. Even though he tells me many times that I have nothing to be afraid of since there's apparently no way to fall but in my brain, if I lost my footing, I could imagine my shoulders snapping. The fear of falling, plus the intense amount of pain kept me as still as possible. I was focused, I gained some balance, and then he makes me take my heels off...
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After Martin punishing me for the fit I threw, I'm left in silence as I endure the pain of the position. The hardest part of it was having to balance myself on one high heel. Even though he tells me many times that I have nothing to be afraid of since there's apparently no way to fall but in my brain, if I lost my footing, I could imagine my shoulders snapping. The fear of falling, plus the intense amount of pain kept me as still as possible. I was focused, I gained some balance, and then he makes me take my heels off...