As always, my outfit gets me in trouble. Prancing around all day in a vinyl mini skirt, sheer black pantyhose and black patent pumps gets Martin every time. I end up roped hard on the dirty floor with my own drool, sweat and tears all over my face and hair. It's all fun and games in the beginning but as time progresses, things get serious. The last 10 minutes is usually the hardest.. the last 5 minutes seem like an eternity and the last minute is just a pure mental fuck. It's such a painfully beautiful thing.