I wanted to get tied up before we went upstairs, but when Martin does, the position he puts me in ruins me. It started off with me on my knees, with my feet together (my choice), my elbows tied, with rope around my throat and chest. Not even a minute later, I couldn't keep on my toes, so I maneuvered my feet so I could fall into a sitting position on the floor. From there, I couldn't move. And THAT'S what messed me up. I know that Martin makes the rules when I'm tied, but when I wanted to get roped, I had my own desires in mind and that was to be able to struggle and move around. As soon as I ... Show more