This was a completely spontaneous show. Exactly one hour before show time, I had mentioned to Martin that I wanted to do a self-bondage scene but I was a little nervous about it being my first time doing it live. Maritn reassured me that it would be fine and encouraged me to move forward with the idea so we went with it. I had an idea of what I wanted to do but didn't quite have a plan yet so I decided to wing it.

I started off gathering the toys and gear I had in mind - ball gag, spreader bar, clovers, handcuffs and leg irons - and brought them to the pallet, underneath the winch ... Show more