Martin has me in a position where he wants me to last. One where the ropes are tight and the position is far from simple but something he knows I can manage for a while. My elbows are tied, my mouth is gagged with a big ball, my throat is roped, I've got a nice tight ponytail, my wrists are tied to my waist and I'm on my knees the entire time. It's an uncomfortable position for sure but the goal is to last and what makes it so difficult is the awkwardness of not being able to knee upright or lower myself.