I'm on my knees in a kneeling position with my elbows tightly tied together, my wrists bound to my torso, and the rope around my neck pulled to back to the rope running down from the ceiling. Drooling profusely and falling apart very rapidly. Shaking and doing everything I can to shift my body into different positions, trying to find comfort. While I was able to manage getting my feet flat on the table, I was unable to manage the position, so quickly fell back into a kneel. Another unmanageable situation for me.