Two people come to mind when I reflect back on the live show we did this night: "Jay" and "Carlo". The short, tight dress I'm wearing was a gift from one and one of the things Martin did to me later in the show, was to remind me of the position I need to prepare myself for, for a custom the other had requested. The bare feet was per my request. My elbows are crushed, my mouth is silenced with a large ball gag and I'm tied in a leg-spread, ankles crossed, kneeling position on the table. A crotch rope is attached to an overhead point, my hair is pulled back to my elbows, and nipple clamps were b... Show more