One of the things I love so much about bondage/being tied up is that I can be myself. There's no right or wrong way to act, there's no right or wrong way to handle it, react to it or behave. I respond according to how I feel, I process the pain to the best of my ability and I say whatever is on my mind. If I hate it, I hate it... if I like it, I like it. I'll always verbalize that and I'm not afraid to express myself whether I'm having a hard time or if I am loving every minute of it. There's no denying or faking anything. The best and only way I know how to be, is me.