Another 15 minutes of me breaking down in this stress position. Gagged and drooling, shifting my legs and feet from side to side, adjusting my weight off of my elbows, then to the rope around my hair, back to the rope around my neck, then over to my arms again. Tears are starting to form and slowly roll down my face, the sting in my nipples begin to burn a little more, and my feet are beginning to ache. Slowly but surely, it eats away at me but I know I can keep going....