With the chain connecting my feet to my wrists, it makes it even more difficult to stay still and when Martin puts the clovers on my nipples and loops them around the post, I am DEATHLY afraid to move now! The thought of me, somehow falling frontward, backward or to the side is my worst fear at this point. I'm not even moving my face or head, whatsoever lol. Then, Martin carefully removes each heel and I can feel every movement. He starts flogging my feet over and over and over and I'm so determined that I even managed to keep my upper body still LOL. I'm not budging but I'm mentally destro... Show more