Two main things that were my focus of pain this night: the brand new stilettos on my feet and my entire body weight weighing down on my dainty wrists. Mainly my feet. Breaking in a new pair of heels is never easy with the super tight fit, never mind the fact that they're 6" tall! I was hurting before the show began, but I knew I was going to be standing because of the heels I was wearing and I LOVE being stretched the way I was under the rack. Martin first tied my hands above my head, then one-by-one, tied my legs spread to each end of the frame. I had the big white ball in my mouth and even t... Show more