I absolutely loved tonight's show. I loved what I was wearing and everything that was being done to me. I loved the position I was in and how I had to keep shifting my weight from side to side because I couldn't straighten my knees to get a little comfort. My wrists were tied down, keeping me from standing up and the rope from my knees being pulled to the top of the frame was keeping my legs in a bent position. Then Martin adds weights to the clover clamps and wraps my entire head to the post. Keeping me from hearing, seeing and being able to drool. All I could do was breathe and this made...

I absolutely loved tonight's show. I loved what I was wearing and everything that was being done to me. I loved the position I was in and how I had to keep shifting my weight from side to side because I couldn't straighten my knees to get a little comfort. My wrists were tied down, keeping me from standing up and the rope from my knees being pulled to the top of the frame was keeping my legs in a bent position. Then Martin adds weights to the clover clamps and wraps my entire head to the post. Keeping me from hearing, seeing and being able to drool. All I could do was breathe and this made the position mentally tough for me.