Photos and video show you perfection but in real life, that's not always the case. Sometimes, I tap too early, sometimes Martin's rig doesn't come out the way he envisioned, sometimes the outfit, the rig and the position are great but the background is a distraction. Sometimes, it's too hot in the Playroom or sometimes one of us is just not happy with the way something looks. These videos end up in my personal stash. Some of them were live shows, some were from a behind the scenes camera, most were shot during "private" moments but a majority of these scenes have never been seen unless you'... Show more