I wore pantyhose today and ended up with my feet tied! Yayyyy! Lol I was so excited, I forgot why I was upset. My gag was tied at the straps and pulled to the back of the chair. I was so distraught that I kept wanting to push it out with tongue. I say it often... when there's one particular thing that's bothering me, sometimes nothing else matters. When Martin put the clovers on me, it hurt, of course, but I literally had a hard time focusing on anything else. And when I get really quiet, you can tell I'm doing everything in my power to bring myself to a happy place. I have to or I won't la...

I wore pantyhose today and ended up with my feet tied! Yayyyy! Lol I was so excited, I forgot why I was upset. My gag was tied at the straps and pulled to the back of the chair. I was so distraught that I kept wanting to push it out with tongue. I say it often... when there's one particular thing that's bothering me, sometimes nothing else matters. When Martin put the clovers on me, it hurt, of course, but I literally had a hard time focusing on anything else. And when I get really quiet, you can tell I'm doing everything in my power to bring myself to a happy place. I have to or I won't last. I still loved it though... and I better... because it was my idea to go into the Playroom in the first place.