Truthfully? Let's decipher what you desires. If your desires are based on your on gratification or actual service and usefulness. Let's see what you are and are not willing to do. Are you worth being owned, or are you lower than a pile of *** ****? I train men to be committed submissives. I don't train *** ****. There's a difference between re-purposing a used chair, and tossing your garbage into someone else's house and asking them to give it value.