You're so pathetic - you want to eat the mud that comes out of My hole! In fact, that's all you think about. You've BEEN thinking about it for years! You'll never stop. How could anybody love a mud eater? They can't and you know it, so you hide it from people. That is going to stop. You don't deserve love. You deserve to be used. I am your ultimate fantasy. And I don't think you need distractions. You're an imposter in your own love life- give it up and focus on your truth- serving Me!