When you're feeling weak and that you might self harm- let's get this straight for you, an addict, watching porn & or stroking your dick is harmful behavior. Having sexual desires is not wrong. Giving in to those desires is not wrong all the time but -you have gotten to the point of developing unhealthy habits of sexual gratification. These unhealthy habits have repercussions. This is your allowance and assignment- to please yourself anally. Vent your sexual frustration. This method will be constructive and helpful for you. Remember you'll be in chastity and no dick touching. Good... Show more