You've fantasized about a nice big cock for so long now its getting kind of pathetic that you haven't done it yet. This year we're going to work up towards it. You're going to fantasize about it over and over again until you can't help but finally try it for once. We're going to start out with a simple task, you're going to stroke for me while writing out your fantasy on a piece of paper. Leaving no detail out you're going to write your cock sucking fantasy for me and then jerk off to it over and over again.