You cannot live like that. You feel the urge to try it at least once in your life, but because of the religious brainwashing you feel guilty and bad about it . In my opinion being bisexual is a normal state of mind. And before the monotheism it was pretty common/normal thing to do. Just think about the Roman empire where the elite army was literally gay. They used to fuck just because of the reproduction, but man and woman was allowed to have sex with their same gender, and it was 100% common thing to do. It was NATURAL. You cannot live your life in a happy way if you oppress your urges or ...

You cannot live like that. You feel the urge to try it at least once in your life, but because of the religious brainwashing you feel guilty and bad about it . In my opinion being bisexual is a normal state of mind. And before the monotheism it was pretty common/normal thing to do. Just think about the Roman empire where the elite army was literally gay. They used to fuck just because of the reproduction, but man and woman was allowed to have sex with their same gender, and it was 100% common thing to do. It was NATURAL. You cannot live your life in a happy way if you oppress your urges or curiosity. Maybe you won't feel anything but at least you got an answer to your questions . Maybe you will try it, and you might discover that having sex with a man is better than having a sex with a woman. What the hell are you waiting for? Don't you want to learn about the truth? You live your life for yourself, not for others.