I've had a really bad time lately and decided to share this very raw intimate footage with you. Honestly, I look ugly with my face all red, but I'm overwhelmed with sadness and I can't stop crying. I talk a bit about what's going on in my life, but good luck finding out.

Many facial expressions and tears in my Face . No makeup and my eyes go very red from all the sobbing. I don't blow my nose but there is some snot and I wipe it with my shirt and with my hands.