I didn't do anything wrong, but I will get a punishment.

I dont like this, but I must obey Step-Dad.

He want to improve my pain tolerance so I could be a more useable little bitch for Him.

But I'm not a masochist, I can barely tolerate the soft and punishment if I was bad. I need the pain if I was bad, but this time I've nothing wrong, so I bear it very hard.