*Part 4* As the semester wears on, I spend more and more time studying. One of my methods is to rewrite my notes, over and over again until they're ingrained in my brain. My fingers tense up and the muscles in my hands ache, my wrists throbbing and breaking my concentration. I rub them frequently and *shake them out* trying to work through the pain. I pop my knuckles. My utensils scratch against the papers.