I feel terrible! Im sorry Sir Im so sorry! I knew you were right and I did the wrong thing anyway and now I just feel awful, disappointed and disappointing, a failure Im so terribly sorry and I know that I deserve this, feeling this pain. Please, the pain is so much, please help me, make it worse, make it better, just dont leave me, dont leave me here all by myself in tears please dont you think Ive been punished enough? Help me, Im sorry! I know this is all my fault. Im sorry. Please help me Sir I need you!