I don't really know what to do but I ... I want to. I want to do what you want me to do. I want to please you, I want you to want me. Tell me, tell me what you want. Show me. Touch me. Please, I want to feel everything. Come touch me, I need you! But fuckk that hurts, it feels hard to sit so still, it feels terrible to wait. I feel embarrassed, I feel confused. Please... just... please... Help me! I want to be good I want to be a good girl please help me!