Even as a self-proclaimed loser, paypig, slave or just sub (you know the ones who cannot face what they really are), you still crave attention. Some sort of recognition for the huge financial sacrifices you make and work you do for me. Yet, however hard you work for me or however much you send, you will always just be a number to me.

Your hard earned money just tops up my bank account by fractions. Your hard earned money is just a new cell on the impossibly large spreadsheet that records my income. You mean nothing to me. And that is why you pay me. You are addicted ... Show more