Your entire life revolves around being a virgin. You jack off because you're a virgin, you pay because you're a virgin, you LOVE being a virgin. Sex won't make life better, sex will only bring even more humiliation into your life and disappointment onto others. Being a virgin means being MY virgin. No real sex. Only hand sex. Real sex takes time away from worshipping ME. Your senses are so much more sensitive as a virgin, you'll probably cream into your hand before you're done with this.