At 39 weeks pregnant, I could go into labor any day now. This isn't my first time, so I am remembering how my previous experiences went and made me feel, and how I anticipate this next birth to go. I tell you about how overwhelming it is to arrive at the hospital, be checked in and checked out to make sure I can be admitted. I discuss my anxieties and comfort levels with different medical providers, and why they made me feel the way I did- the nurses were amazing, but not the doctors. What do I hope to keep the same? What do I hope to change with experience? While provided with a gown, it i... Show more