I know how much you crave absolute financial ruin. That burning desire to self destruct that's always in the back of your mind... it's completely inescapable. No matter how hard to try to fight it or quit entirely, you always fail. It doesn't matter that it's irresponsible or bad for you -- you don't care. You don't care about what sacrifices you'll have to make later to make up for how much you spend, you don't care how reckless you get when you lose control like this. All of that just makes you want to send MORE. You want to max out every credit card you have. You want to go completely in... Show more