It's official: I'm 100 pounds heavier than my feeder.

Ever since we signed up to the gym, my feeder has been going a couple times a week.
And he's been trying to encourage me to go, as well.

So far, it hasn't worked.

And, while he's steadily been getting more fit, I've only gotten fatter.
He even drove me all the way to the gym last week, but I refused to go in.
Seriously- I was honestly just too embarrassed.

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I thought about back when I was in my best shape,
and how I would judge the fatter people at the gym.
It's awful and arrogant, I know.
But that's exactly why I refused to go inside.
I couldn't bear the thought of being judged for how out of shape I am.

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This video is about showing off our results-
and the drastic differences between our bodies.
As he takes my clothes off, more and more fat is revealed.
And it becomes increasingly obvious
how far off the rails I've gone with my weight gain.