Before Me, waiting for Me is how you always want to be, isn't it? Wanting to touch My shiny rubber, breathe it in deep. Keeping your face on My lap. Go dumb for shiny. Turn into a mindless latex freak for Me. Feeling so safe with Me. Feeling so scared with Me. Relaxing into this state of nothingness, mindlessness. Cleared out. Brain washed for shiny. Entranced by My body. Entranced by the shininess. So weak. Go numb. Go dumb. And stay that way.